Monday, October 19, 2009

The ExFactor

This blog entry is dedicated to my ex...from a very, very long time ago. I ran into him today. I said "hi", he said, "I miss you, I talk about you all the time, I tell everybody if I ever see you again, I'm gonna make you mine again. I know I messed up, but I was immature. I wanna make you my girl again. Or a least be friends"...
I WAS THINKING....First of all, I was a girl when I was messing around with your sorry...self! I'm all grown-up now, and I have the common sense not to be bothered with the likes of you.....
However, I did have the courage to SAY to his face as my girl Whitney Houston would say HELL TO THE NAW!
After I said that things got weird...Imagine this...IT'S VERY QUIET...THE BIRDS ARE CHIRPING...DO YOU HEAR EM'...lol
Crazy...this dude...threw me for a loop:) It was very awkward because I haven't seen him in over 15 years! Plus he doesn't deserve my frienship....dang blasted loser!
I'm being mean...I'm sorry:(
No I'm not, he's was and still is a jerk for even assuming that he could have the power to make me 'his again'...
I don't belong to anybody...I belong to me! Lol...He actually said that out of his mouth...He should be on the show "TOOL ACADEMY"
If anybody else can stake claim its the woman who birthed me! Lol..
SO TO MY EX...HERE'S A POEM I'VE WRITTEN JUST FOR YOU
I close my eyes to keep from
seeing
His stupid grin looking back at
me

I shut off my mind to keep from
thinking
Of the dumb things he's saying to
me

I clinch my fist to keep from
swinging
If he knew better he'd run from
me

Fall back, loser....I'm over you!

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