Avoidance of Sleep

2:24 am...I can't sleep! I'm avoiding my dreams tonight. Thoughts of my sister. Her fight with cancer. No cure for cancer. Thoughts of my son. His fight with Autism. No cure for Autism. Thoughts of my mother. Her fight to Aid. No cure for CareGiver Burnout. The only way out of this all...Cancer, Autism, CareGiver Burnout...is that it has to stop. STOP. There needs to be relief. There needs to be a cure.




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No more privacy!

There is an application that allows you to find whomever you want for free. This disturbs


me because my ex has been trying to track me down for years. He's single now, and he's acting like a crazy person. He's asking questions about me. Plus, he wants to know where I am all of the time. This shit is scary!

I wish I could pack my bags and move away!


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Lake Michigan: Now that's a body of water

Summer in the city of Chicago is always buzzing with people who are riding bikes, fishing (if the Asian carp stay away), rollerblading, walking dogs, or simply strolling up and down the shoreline of Lake Michigan.

I've gone to Navy Pier many times to take boat tours on the Lake...the most enjoyable thing to do is stroll along LakeShore Trail.....When I find a comfortable bike seat...I'm gonna ride my bike!

I'd rather see than be seen!

Any one can get attention.... You don't have to be the finest woman on the block for someone to take notice!

Have you ever noticed that woman standing near the subway exit with the mumbling obscenities to herself while adjusting the pigeon feathers that sticking out hair. Or what about that poor little rich party girl, whose so drunk, she takes her thong underwear off to use it to hold her hair back while she vomits up the only thing she has in her stomach for the entire day-->LIQUOR.



I'm an introvert. I sometimes call myself, the "Anti-Social, Social-Butterfly". Don't get it twisted though, when I want attention I know how to get it;)

The Asernine Behavior of FaceBook Myrmidons

Over 4,000 followers. The majority of them women....these women, day after day follow a man who one day, professes his love for some unknown woman day after day, then in the next breath....he's turned into a misogynist! He is rude and disrespectful to many of his female friends!
No one says a word...
He calls women sluts, but he's the one with 14 kids....with 14 women.
He talks about how women should stay home and raise kids, but he's the grandaddy at 33.
He talks about who he helped in our old neighborhood but he was the drug dealer!

He even had a conversation/debate going about who had a crush on who in the old neighborhood. None of his followers mentioned his name, so he resulted in disreprecting the women..... Saddest part, all the females just sat back and let him disrespect female after female, and he didn't lose one follower!

How stupid do you have to be just to fit in? Damn Fools! Un-friend that fucker, let him drown in the big pot of stinking misery he's stewing in by himself! It's not worth his failed attempts at attention....

I NEED BACON!!!!

Forget the LETTUCE & TOMATO, I just want the bacon!

I NEED BACON!!!!
Okay...I love bacon! If I want to keep my figure, I need to lay off of the pork, but it keeps calling my name! I can eat it the entire day if I choose to, but I don't...four pieces is the max. Bacon is the best breakfast food.

The First 48 TV haiku

----->The first four-ty eight.

------->Will the po-lice solve the crime?

----->Find them. Lock them up!

Productivity! Bravo!

This morning I blogged about my insomnia. I wasn't able to get to sleep for some reason, so I ended up doing what I didn't think I would do and that was drink a half glass of merlot. It put me right out! I was so tired, I naturally assumed that I would be tired, but on the contrary, I wasn't. I had a very productive day!
I have a new hobby, it's not really that new, in fact, I've been interested in PHOTOGRAPHY for a very long time, but I don't have skills yet. I'm determined to learn. From time to time, I'll post my amateur shots.

Here's one-------> This shot is outside my home, on the first day of one of our Chicago winter storms! Nice huh?





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The Ramblings of an Insomniac!

Two days....two days in a row, I've been up all night because I can't sleep! I have so many things to do tomorrow, and I'm not gonna want to do anything if I'm sleepy! I have a list of things that I could be doing to help put me right to sleep:
1. Read a book
2. Wash a load of clothes
3. Drink a glass of merlot
4. Clean my room
5. Fold some clothes
6. Walk on the treadmill
7. Clean the laundry room
8. Pack up unused clothes
9. Play around with my new SLR
10. Count sheep

If you don't know yourself, then you can't expect anyone else to know who you are....with that said, I'm not doing none of the above! I know myself! Lol!

I'm gonna watch TV until it starts watching me! *then the noise will wake me again, then I'll turn it off*

Hey remember when TV turned off. After the Star-Spangled Banner, the TV went to that color striped screen with that deafning tone;) I'm getting old!

Inhibitions

Release my inhibitions, only if I could! At the least, hurry it up already! I'm starting a new business, but I'm terrified! I'm scared, not of failing, but of not doing my best!


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